Today is another Wednesday, the worst day of the week... a day I can never forget.
I lost you that day, and since that horrible day my world is incomplete. Just stay in my heart and keep me company so I can be able to walk this torturous journey... a journey of penance. God, please take care of my angel. Help my son earn his wings... help him help his brothers. I am too
broken heart to take care of myself or his brothers... it's Patrick's new deed to keep his brothers on the right path way. Thank you.
I am going to do some reading. I am almost finished with the second book, We Are Not Forgotten from George Anderson. And the sequel of his books I will hit next, is Our Children Forever. You see, Patrick, I have to meet you again. I just wished I was there first at the other side of life to greet my son. Gosh, I miss you so much. Where are you, Patrick?
I need to keep reading these books and help me understand my great loss, my tragedy, my unthinkable sorrow... our reunion. My heart is numb, cold... I can't handle any other feeling. Please take care of your brothers for me. I am too lost. Thank you, my son. I love you Patrick. BE AT PEACE.