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Hi, Patrick.
It's Mom, again. I am going to visit my grand-mother at the nursing home... she is not doing too well. Watch over her please. I am going to watch Michael Jackson DVD before I leave. I hope you will be watching it with me. I will you see later on at the cemetery. It breaks my heart to go there, but I feel now it's my second home because of you... until it happens for real, when you and God come for me. For someone who was petrified of a sight of any cemetery, never mind visiting it, it's a big turn around. It's crazy to say it, but I feel safe, not afraid when I am at the cemetery with you. I still feel deprived, pained for knowing my poor son is under ground. But what else can I do, but praying for strength to accept my fate and be with my son. I know your spirit and soul are alive and well and guarding your family.
I will keep putting Michael Jackson songs every time I visit you. I promise. I pray that you and Michael are together in heaven, and you are both enjoying your moment, as we did when you were alive. Yesterday, I ordered some more DVD of Michael Jackson and a book, " Moonwalk." I believe it is about his life, his legend. I also pre-0rdered this last DVD movie, "THIS IS IT." He will always be a special bond between you and me. I love you and miss you... I also love Michael and miss him. Here is a picture of him... I want Michael to be a part of this beautiful and memorable website... this is another bond for a mother and her wonderful, loving son... your website. For me, it feels real nice to communicate with my son... a beautiful daydream, fantasy gift for the both of us.