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| MOM MISSES YOU SO MUCH | JESUS, I TRUST IN YOU | June 26, 2012 |
JESUS, I TRUST IN YOU! JESUS PRAY FOR MY SON PATRICK! GOD'S ANGELS GUIDE PATRICK INTO THE LIGHT AND PEACE ALONG HIS HEAVENLY JOURNEY!
JESUS I UNDERSTAND YOUR PAIN...PLEASE FORGIVE US ALL AND GUIDE US ALL TO YOUR LIGHT AND PEACE AND PLEASE GRANT US ALL FAITH, HOPE, AND LOVE.! AMEN. JESUS PLEASE HELP ME CARRY MY HEAVY CROSS... I AM FALLING WITH EVERY BREATH I TAKE WITHOUT MY BEAUTIFUL SON PATRICK IN MY LIFE, FOR I AM JUST A SORROWFUL SINNER AND A LOSTMOM TO PATRICK. THANK YOU FOR YOUR SORROWFUL PASSSION AND DEATH. WE LOVE YOU JESUS! WE NEED YOU JESUS TO FOLLOW YOUR PATH!
| MOM MISSES YOU SO MUCH | I LOVE YOU PATRICK WITH MY WHOLE BEING | May 12, 2012 |
PRAYING AND HOPING YOU WILL VISIT ME IN MY DREAMS ON MOTHER'S DAY
Hi Patrick,
Tomorrow is Mother's Day... a day I should be very happy with my children, but how can I be, when my son Patrick, the missing puzzle in my life, is making it very hard to enjoy life. I miss you Patrick more than I can understand the meaning or the reason you are not here with me. It is really unfair to live with this pain, this sorrow that is just dragging me along this unbearable journey. I always pray and ask God, Jesus, Blessed Mother, the Holy Spirit to show me the way. I understand now you are very happy with God with all these visions about you I have been having with the grace of God, but Patrick, the Missing aches deep! I don't know where to go or what to do with my life. Please help me walk this unknown journey. I hope you will come in my dreams and give me a little courage to let another Mother's Day passed by without my son. There is not a moment I don't think of you or miss you. I hope you were at the cemetery with me this evening while I was decorating your sacred place for Mother's Day tomorrow. Tomorrow I have a morning memorial Mass for you, Billy and Selena in honor of Mother's Day. After Mass I will spend the day with you. Your brothers are planning to take me out for Mother's Day. Please, Patrick, plan to be there with us... perhaps you can send me a sign with a butterfly and anything else you want to do. May God always protect you and keep you close to Him beside His loving Son Jesus, our Blessed Mother, Mary, the Holy Spirit and that you are also surrounded with the choirs of God's faithful Angels and Saints! Amen. Thursday was Mason's Birthday... he is getting very big so fast. Alyana and Braelynn are also growing very fast for us. I pray they will keep you in their hearts and thoughts and lives along their earthly journey. Frederick is in Florida on vacation. Please stay close to him. Send him some signs from heaven to let him know you are always around him and your brothers Steve and Kevin. Jen is due to have her baby on August. Please take care of the baby for us. My family is growing fast but my life will still never be the same without you. I am counting in God to lead me the way because I know I can do anything without Him. Jesus, I trust in you with my son Patrick... Please, Jesus, have mercy on me, a sinner and show me the way. Holy Spirit please possess me with Your light, Your Grace, Your Wisdom, Your Understanding, and Knowledge to do the right thing and walk the right path! Amen. God, please help me keep the memory of my beautiful son Patrick with faith and hope, I will surely see him again in your kingdom when you call me home. I am looking forward for that joyful reunion with just Mother and Son.
SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS PATRICK! LOVING YOU AND MISSING YOU FOREVER AND EVER MY PRECIOUS SON! PEACE AND LOVE, YOUR FOREVER MOM
| MOM MISSES YOU SO MUCH | HAPPY SUNDAY DIVINE MERCY TO PATRICK | April 15, 2012 |
HAPPY DIVINE MERCY TO PATRICK!
Today, SUNDAY DIVINE MERCY, marks two years and nine months since my Beautiful and Precious son Patrick Christian became an Angel in God's kingdom and in His Heavenly garden and also became my Angel on earth until I joyfully join him in God's Home one day... I am looking forward that joyful reunion with my son Patrick, God, Jesus, The Holy Spirit, Blessed Mother and all God's Holy Angels and Saints! Amen. Peace be with you! LOVING YOU AND MISSING YOU FOREVER PATRICK! Peace and Love, Your FOREVER MOM
| Gisele G Barbosa | ANGEL PATRICK CHRISTIAN | April 6, 2012 |
A BLESSED AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MOM!
FROM HER BELOVED SON PATRICK CHRISTIAN BARBOSA
From Heaven I send my love, blessings, grace, peace, joy, and healing to my Mom on her BIRTHDAY today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM! I Love you and Miss you too very much. I am very sorry I can't be with you physically on your Birthday, but know Mom you will be with me one day in God's kingdom... but in the meantime my dear Mom, please do know, I have never left you and I will always be with you, in your heart, in your soul, on your mind, in your prayers throughout your journey on earth.
GOD BLESS YOU MOM! I LOVE YOU MOM! BLESSINGS, GRACES, PEACE, HAPPINESS, HEALING, LOVE BE ALWAYS WITH YOU, YOUR SON and ANGEL PATRICK CHRISTIAN BARBOSA
FROM HER BELOVED SON PATRICK CHRISTIAN BARBOSA
From Heaven I send my love, blessings, grace, peace, joy, and healing to my Mom on her BIRTHDAY today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM! I Love you and Miss you too very much. I am very sorry I can't be with you physically on your Birthday, but know Mom you will be with me one day in God's kingdom... but in the meantime my dear Mom, please do know, I have never left you and I will always be with you, in your heart, in your soul, on your mind, in your prayers throughout your journey on earth.
GOD BLESS YOU MOM! I LOVE YOU MOM! BLESSINGS, GRACES, PEACE, HAPPINESS, HEALING, LOVE BE ALWAYS WITH YOU, YOUR SON and ANGEL PATRICK CHRISTIAN BARBOSA
| MOM MISSES YOU SO MUCH | HAPPY AND GLORIOUS PALM SUNDAY MY SON | April 1, 2012 |
BLESSED AND GLORIOUS PALM SUNDAY MY PRECIOUS SON!
Good morning and Happy Palm Sunday Patrick... My precious and beautiful son, you are the light of my life, the beat of my heart, the air of my breath, the core of my soul just as your brothers Steve, Frederick and Kevin are... But today sad...ly you are the MISSING PUZZLE of my life that has left me So Lonesome, So Depressed, So Empty, So Achy that I can't focus on anything but you... I MISS YOU PATRICK SO MUCHHHH!!! But with the grace of God, Jesus, Blessed Mother and the Holy Spirit, I will try( Because it takes a lot of agonies to swallow my sad tears from my broken and shuttered soul) to carry my heavy cross, to walk my unbearable and unthinkable journey with a lot of faith and hope that I will joyfully meet you again in God's kingdom one day, because God says So, Jesus says So, Lenten season, Palm Sunday, and the Sorrowful Passion and Death of Jesus, Our Savior has confirmed our reunion will surely happen with His Beautiful, Powerful, and Glorious RESURRECTION on Easter Sunday. Thank you Jesus for Your Love and Gift for Us, for Me, For PATRICK... My son PATRICK LIVES ON!!! Jesus, please keep holding my hand, walking beside me, and strengthening my Faith, my Hope, my Humbleness with my son Patrick by Your Side. Amen. Thank you again, Jesus! Your daughter, Gisele... A LostMom to Patrick Barbosa. I LOVE YOU JESUS. I LOVE YOU GOD. I LOVE YOU BLESSED MOTHER. I LOVE YOU HOLY SPIRIT. I LOVE YOU HOLY ANGELS OF GOD. I LOVE YOU HOLY SAINTS OF GOD. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU PATRICK SO MUCH BEYOND LIFE. HAVE A PEACEFUL, BLESSED, GLORIOUS, AND HAPPY PALM SUNDAY IN HEAVEN MY SON!
| MOM MISSES YOU SO MUCH |
FLY FREE WITH GOD'S ANGELS
Hi Patrick,
Oh, how I miss my precious son! Oh, how I will give anything to have you back in my life, but I know it is just a desperate wish from my broken heart, from my shattered, which I know will only come through one day... one glorious day when God call me home to join my beautiful son Patrick... I am looking forward to join you, to meet you, to see you again... when that glorious day come it will be a day with no more tears from my tired eyes, no more pain from my broken heart, no more fears from my shattered soul, lonely, empty life. But Patrick in the meantime while I am painfully longing for your life, which was cut so short needlessly, please talk to God or Jesus, or Blessed Mother... anyone in Heaven to have mercy on my soul and give me just a glimpse of Heaven to see you one last time my son ...not because I don't have faith, but I just want to see my beautiful son next to God. This is my focus, my desire to know you are sitting next to God with His Heavenly children.
Please help me walk through my lonely journey... help me keep your precious memories alive in my life and beyond... this is my only survival in this horrible world. I am sure you know what has been happening to me lately... my broken heart is pierced deeper needlessly.. one heartache on top of another heartache. But with God's grace, Jesus', Blessed Mother's, the Holy Spirit's, and all the Saints' deeds, the Angels' guide, I will take one day at the time to get through this new trial I can handle any pain but your loss. I still don't understand my horrible, my pain... it does not make sense God! Patrick, for the past few months I really have been thinking about my writing, unfortunately with my broken heart I still don't have the will, the motivation to go back to my writing. Please help me overcome this weakness... I want go back to writing and I just don't know how? I want to write again for you, for your precious life that was cut so short, for your memories to keep you ALIVE in this world.
My computer has broken again, so I am here again using your computer. It is getting a little easier to sit by your computer. Kevin also has been using your computer, for he is also without a computer. Are we having problems with our computers so we can use yours? Could you give me an answer in my dreams? I would really appreciate your precious visit. The butterflies solars are still acting up. Are there signs from you? Please let me know. I pray you are always with me wherever I am... wherever I go even at the cemetery.
Your brother Steve's wedding is closing in rapidly on me, and I am not even ready. Please help me give your brother Steve a beautiful, blessed wedding. I pray you will be there to hold me together because I don't know how to do it. May God give me the strength to have whatever normal day is for me that day for the sake of Steve's happiness. Your nieces Alayana and Braelynn are growing so fast... your nephew Mason Patrick has a great milestone except he is taking his sweet time with walking. We would not mind if you give Mason Patrick a little push as you did with Alyana at the roller skating... I can't wait for him to start talking because I have a lot of questions to ask him about you. I know you are always around him and talking to him. Please keep watching over him. Alyana adores you so much... she needs your protection and guidance. I pray Braelynn is starting to learn a lot about her wonderful uncle... they all need you to guide them. Please keep your brothers together, and don't let them ever forget you. All right, my precious son, it is after eleven o'clock at night, so I will need to turn in because I have work tomorrow... I am now the only breadwinner. May God give me the strength to keep working. Sweet dreams my son... please stop by in my dreams. I LOVE YOU. I MISS YOU. I NEED YOU. Peace and Love, Your Mom FOREVER
GOD BLESS YOU PATRICK!
MAY YOUR HEAVENLY LIGHT BURN BRIGHTLY AND FOREVER!
MAY YOU ARE ALWAYS GUIDED WITH PEACE AND GLORY BY
THE HEAVENLY FATHER BESIDE ALL HIS CHILDREN! AMEN,
| MOM LOVES YOU VERY MUCH |
MAY GOD'S RAINBOWS HELP ME KEEP YOUR
MEMORIES ALIVE IN MY LIFE AND BEYOND. AMEN.
Hi Patrick!
It has been a long time since I left you a note on your site because of my computer that was not working for a month. I want to get back also to my writing in your loving memory. Please help me fulfill my longtime dream which is today dedicated to you... my precious son whom I miss more than my life. I pray the Holy spirit will guide me back to writing my books again and help me succeed this time in your loving memory and also in dedication to help the world as it was always my intention since the moment my fantasy started to haunt me along my journey. Please come in my dreams, for I miss you so much. Help me feel your presence and communicate with you. May God, Jesus, the Holy Spirit and all the Angels and Saints correlate our journeys into one beautiful and miraculous adventure until we meet again in Heaven. Amen. GOD IS GREAT! JESUS IS OUR SAVIOR AND PROMISE TO SEE YOU AGAIN IN GOD'S KINGDOM!
I LOVE YOU MY SON! I MISS YOU PATRICK! I NEED YOU MY ANGEL!
Peace and Love, Your FOREVER MOM
| MOM LOVES YOU VERY MUCH |
Hi Patrick,
I can't believe it will be two years on Friday the 15th you left me behind to grieve my horrible loss when God took you home. I still don't understand my pain. Why do I have to stay behind... it is so wrong. A mother should go to God first to prepare a home for her child or children. May God give me the strength and courage to carry my heavy cross. May Jesus help me keep your precious life and memories alive in my life and beyond. Amen. I have a memorial Mass on July 15 for your Angel Day, July 16 where I am planning a tribute in your loving memory, and July 17 for your Birthday. I pray you will join me and help me celebrate your life. My life is getting harder and harder to go on. Please help me walk my journey. I have so many beautiful events to honor your precious life, and I pray God, Jesus, Blessed Mother, the Holy Spirit and all the Angels and Saints join me and help me bring your memories alive. May God answer my prayers on His will. Amen.
I LOVE YOU MY PRECIOUS SON. I MISS YOU PATRICK. I NEED YOU MY SWEET ANGEL. PEACE AND LOVE ALWAYS, MOM
MY HEART IS BROKEN FOREVER AND EVER...
| MOM LOVES YOU VERY MUCH |
MY BEAUTIFUL SON/ANGEL PATRICK
Happy Easter Patrick,
This morning I had an Easter memorial Mass for my son; then I spent the whole day at the cemetery with you. I pray you were also there with me at both paces. Yesterday your brothers Steve and Kevin made their confirmation. After the ceremony at Church, we had a small, quiet celebration at Steve's house... you were so missed yesterday. Life will never be the same without in our lives... that is the sad fact of life.Please help us walk this lonely journey.
Next Saturday your niece Alyana will make her first communion. I really pray and hope you will celebrate in Heaven your niece Alyana's first communion and as well spending the day with us. Alyana loves you very much and also she is trying very hard to keep your precious memories alive in her life. Please watch over her, Braelynn, and your nephew Mason Patrick who is growing very steadly. I pray Mason Patrick will bring the greatest love, the joyous harmony, and a good faith to the family...he is a very special baby. Braelynn is also getting big.
I miss you Patrick so much in my life... I really need you in my life that is getting harder and harder to go on... your father is making it worse.
I Love you my beautiful son. I Miss you Patrick. I Need you my Angel.
Peace and Love, Mom
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