Patrick Christian Barbosa

     TO ALL THE MOTHERS, FATHERS OF OUR ANGELS

                 
   
              FOREVER MISSED AND CHERISHED!

                                                        

   My name is Gisele Barbosa. On July 15, 2009, I lost my beloved son Patrick
          at the age of 20. Since then my life has been empty, alone, tearful, unbearable
           to imagine my new life and journey.
           We are all suffering the most profound loss anyone can imagine or suffer.
            Our whole life has been changed drastically along this dreadful journey
            called grief.
           Please let us join together, comfort, and help one another through this new
           journey that was not by choice... nevertheless is our fate... our new destiny.
           Today this life is our new normal life... world. With the grace of God, He will
           lead us all, bereaved mothers, fathers to a  new way of hope, compassion,
           understanding, and faith. Until we join our Angels in Heaven, let us join force
           and become one touching, unique family. I believe in my heart no one 
           understands my loss, pain but the ones who are walking the same journey from
           losing a child. My heart has been crushed so many times from people that
          supposedly mean well. I feel at ease but still brokenhearted from my loss at the
          Compassionate Friends meetings that  I have joined since my life was shattered
           from losing my wonderful Patrick. But I have to believe that death is not a
           termination but a continuation of another life called HEAVEN... OUR ETERNAL
           HOME. I truly need that small glimpse of hope, faith I will see my son again.

         THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY BROKEN HEART FOR VISITING
         MY SON PATRICK WEBSITE... MY ANGEL... MY LIFE.
         THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT AND ALSO FOR LIGHTING CANDLES
          FOR MY SON. PATRICK AND I BOTH APPRECIATE  YOUR WONDERFUL
          THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS VERY MUCH.
          PLEASE LEAVE YOUR ANGEL WEBSITE ID. SOMETIMES I HAVE TROUBLE
          FINDING THE SITE WHEN I TRY TO SEARCH THE ANGEL'S LAST NAME.
          I HAVE BOOKMARKED LOT OF WEBSITES TO AVOID THE PROBLEM.
          THANK YOU AGAIN FOR EVERYTHING.

                    ALWAYS LOVED. FOREVER REMEMBERED!

                                     

                
                    
                  WELCOME HOME FRIENDS AND FAMILIES!
                                                   LOVE, ANGEL PATRICK

            GOD BLESS OUR BELOVED ANGELS!     
                                

                        

                                                          A SILENT THIEF

A silent, cruel thief named death, came over one morning and snatched my loving son Patrick without mercy or remorse for me or my son.
The piece of my womb is gone far away under the twilight zone of death
Life will never be the same

How am I supposed to live a shattered life with no return of normalcy
How am I supposed to live with a wounded womb with no cure
How am I supposed to live with the missing puzzle of my life
How am I supposed to live with this empty hole in my chest

They say this silent thief happened because of Adam and Eve, the sour juice of death
Are we to be blamed for the destruction of Satan
Are we to be blamed for the disobedience of Adam and Eve
Am I to be blamed for the deadly act that Adam and Eve had caused way before my time

How am I supposed to live a shattered life with no return of normalcy
How am I supposed to live with a wounded womb with no cure
How am I supposed to live with the missing puzzle of my life
How am I supposed to live with this empty hole in my chest

God, I am not challenging Your virtue of fate or destiny
But my broken heart does not know or understand Your virtue
My heart only understands sadness and sorrow from the loss of my son Patrick
My heart is aching endlessly in the stream of my sadden tears
Oh God, forgive me for my selfish thoughts
I am just a lost sinner in the valley of death
A lost mother in the river of my sorrowful tears
A lonely angel in the darkness of my gloomy life

How am I supposed to live a shattered life with no return of normalcy
How am I supposed to live with a wounded womb with no cure
How am I supposed to live with the missing puzzle of my life
How am I supposed to live with this empty hole in my chest

Forever in my heart. Love, Mom      Gisele G Barbosa

                Dedicated to my beloved son...   

                                                               
                                        I MISS YOU SO DEARLY SON

                                                
                                  
                                   MAY YOUR LIGHT SHINE BRIGHTLY AND ETERNALLY IN HEAVEN.
                                   I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I MISS YOU DEEPLY. I NEED YOU SO DEARLY.


                                        
 

                   
                                


                              

                     



                 
                  


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