Patrick thinking of your family on your 3rd year
Three years...to some who haven't lost a child, it may seem like a short time...but for a Mom who lost her son...it's the longest time...how does a Mother get through each day...without speaking to her child...without seeing their face...without giving them a hug...without uttering a word...without spending time with them...SHE HAS NO CHOICE...
The glory of having what time your blessed with a child and appreciating it, loving it, caring for them, and spending time with them...is what helps to get through their passing...the precious memories that were made live in your heart forever...the special times, the special words, the special sharing, the special moments, the special love and the special celebrations...
The heart hurts...the heart beats fast with the feeling of never seeing them again...the heart is broken in half, because half or more went with your child...the heart flutters so hard when the WHY questions come up...the heart bleeds because we have the hope and the promise of being with them again one day...but never knowing when... and each day is like a year...the whole in the heart is like a long tunnel that has no end...you feel if you can reach the end of the whole, the pain will be gone...
Gisele, my dear...there are no words I can say to make you feel better...because we know the pain, the sadness, the lonliness, the anger, and the hurt will only be better when we are with our children again...
Until than my friend, I'm here for you, as I know you are for me...and we can only hope that Patrick and Angie along with all their other Angel Friends are at peace and are watching over us...and are happy in the house of the Lord...
The first three years are the hardest sweetie...not that any after that will be easy...but God is healing your wounds, and between the third and fifth year...we learn to breath a little easier...and we learn to live a new kind of life...a life that has no choice but to deal with our children off into the next journey of their life...Angie has been gone 7 years 9 months and each day I wish she was still with us, each day I speak her name, each day I think of something she did or said, each day I thank God for granting her as my daughter...and each day I try and make her son Jeremy's life a little special like she would have if she had the chance...my heart still flutters and breaks as it never has healed completely, but with a deep breath it eases the pain a bit more than it did at the beginning....will it ever feel whole and perfect...I don't think so...
I didn't feel normal until after the end of Angie's 5th year...those years were terrible...but one day they do get a little easier in regards to the hurt that lives inside our bodies and takes it's daily toll on us. How I wish I could help take your hurt away...but I can't and nobody else can...but with the love and trust of God, he'll see you through it...and you have to keep him closer than ever because he is your strength and your healer...
Sending you big hugs Gisele...XOXOXO...just remember to grieve how you have to and for how long as you have too...never let anyone tell you differently...unless they walked this path...they'll never understand the hurt and pain...we are all different...and we all grieve differently...but one thing for sure...we have to grieve....XOXOXO
Hey Patrick,
Today your Mom is so sad, as this is the third year since your passing...it's been so hard on her...I know you are with her and keeping your Angel Wings wrapped tightly around her...as your always watching over her and your family....
I hope you and all your Angel friends are enjoying some chocolate milk, or pineapple juice...with Pizza, cheese sticks and some chicken wings and of course lots of white bread...and I whispered to Angie to bake you and your Angel friends some brownies or chocolate chip cookies...
We mourn on earth...but apparently everything is perfect and beautiful in Heaven so it's so nice to know you Angels don't have to go through what we do on earth...you see and know the positive of dying young...and you have the best to live amongst...God and Jesus...
I of couse wish all the young Angels like yourself could be here on earth with all their family and loved ones to share the happy times and to achieve all the dreams and goals they had...but for unknown reasons to me, God's plans isn't what we expected...but I like to believe that he has selected young ones because they are the special ones and he needs them more than we do...he lets us remember the precious young Angels in our heart, soul, mind and life...because he blessed all of you with all of us for a reason and it wasn't to hurt us...the love and bonding was extremely special in all the Angels and Family's that have lost their young ones....that I ask "WHY?" for and I'm know one day when we are back with you special Angels...are answers will be answered.
To your Brothers Steve, Fredrick, and Kevin...your Dad...your sister-in-laws, your nephew and/or beices...your friends and especially your MOM...I'm sorry you have lost a wonderful person...but he was blessed to have you all in his life...and he is watching over you all...
Rest in peace Patrick...
Love the Donna Robert, Mom to Angel Angie Robert xo
Patrick, I love this picture because it's a reminder that you are with the person who promises your Mom your okay and that the ressurection is a promise...because Jesus with the help of God will make sure that your with your Mom again...xoxoxo
MY BEAUTIFUL SON PATRICK CHRISTIAN
