The piece of my womb is gone far away under the twilight zone of death
Life will never be the same
How am I supposed to live a shattered life with no return of normalcy
How am I supposed to live with a wounded womb with no cure
How am I supposed to live with the missing puzzle of my life
How am I supposed to live with this empty hole in my chest
They say this silent thief happened because of Adam and Eve, the sour juice of death
Are we to be blamed for the destruction of Satan
Are we to be blamed for the disobedience of Adam and Eve
Am I to be blamed for the deadly act that Adam and Eve had caused way before my time
How am I supposed to live a shattered life with no return of normalcy
How am I supposed to live with a wounded womb with no cure
How am I supposed to live with the missing puzzle of my life
How am I supposed to live with this empty hole in my chest
God, I am not challenging Your virtue of fate or destiny
But my broken heart does not know or understand Your virtue
My heart only understands sadness and sorrow from the loss of my son Patrick
My heart is aching endlessly in the stream of my sadden tears
Oh God, forgive me for my selfish thoughts
I am just a lost sinner in the valley of death
A lost mother in the river of my sorrowful tears
A lonely angel in the darkness of my gloomy life
How am I supposed to live a shattered life with no return of normalcy
How am I supposed to live with a wounded womb with no cure
How am I supposed to live with the missing puzzle of my life
How am I supposed to live with this empty hole in my chest
Forever in my heart. Love, Mom
Dedicated to my beloved son Patrick. Gisele G Barbosa
MY LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME WITHOUT YOU... PATRICK
MAY YOUR LIGHT SHINES ETERNALLY IN HEAVEN
BLESSED MOTHER, PLEASE, KEEP MY SON SAFE AND HAPPY ETERNALLY. AMEN.