
Dearest Friend Gisele ..
Little did I realize that it has been four months that Patrick passed into another world.. amongst the Gods.. Saints and Angels.. and in a world of Peace..
I pray to you to not to worry endlessly.. please do not feel that as if I am saying that you do not have to miss me.. I am not saying that Patrick's loss is something that could be reversed..
I don't know if you noticed it or not I was the one who was at a great loss of words to bring you some comfort..
It is Amrit's Birthday today He is going to be 11.. you can consider Amrit as your fourth son.. I can not say anything more than that.. I know Amrit can not fill that void that has been created by the absence of Patrick.. yet if I have some love for you dear friend I would wish you to feel little less in your pain and suffering.. it is my sincere wish.. I can see that you are still suffering a great deal.. as much as you told me over phone.. I do not have anything to offer you.. I have no words that can bring Patrick back into your life..
My prayers would always be with Patrick.. of whom I know he lives in peace town.. of whom I know he is loved beyond by everyone he knew.. of whom I know that he must be wishing very dearly that someone takes care of his mother who suffers and suffers a great deal.. He amy be crying seeing you crying from him endlessly..
Let him be there where he has gone.. let him enjoy and not suffer as he looks from there at you.. I know it is difficult.. I know it is impossible.. I know it is not good of him to console you this way.. who am I to say these things.. who am I to try and bring you back to the normal world.. who am I to tell you to rediscover life without Patrick...
I am the same friend who first answered your first mail after return from summer vacations and I am that same friend.. who loved your every mail as if it was from the most precious angel of the world.. I am the same friend who went ahead to help you as much as possible.. I am the same friend who accepted every help from you as a gift from the most loving angel on this earth..
Yeah! I am Abhaya Sharma.. Yeah! I wish you great life and good times despite the fact that you have just four months back had lost Patrick.. Yeah!! I wish you to smile as today is the birthday of Amrit.. Yeah! I loved this website immensely.. I loved every picture and song here.. I loved every quote and every poem that has been put here.. I loved the fact how much does a mother loves his child.. I love you for you are still an angel for me..
My best Wishes for Patrick to Live in Peace..
My best wishes for Patrick to live in your heart..
My best wishes for Patrick to Live forever....
Abhaya Sharma