PATRICK'S MEMORIAL VIDEO ON YOUTUBE
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QCu5Xm6K1fY
Above is the address link of my loving son Patrick's treasured memories on YouTube.
Please click the link and watch my sad, tearful, empty, painful journey sadly unfolding.
Thanks for your precious time. My son Patrick and I appreciate it more than you know.
MY PRECIOUS SON PATRICK, REST IN PEACE IN GOD'S KINGDOM. HAVE A PEACEFUL, JOYFUL, AND GLORIOUS JOURNEY
http://www.findagrave.com/cgi-bin/fg.cgi?page=gr&GRid=63830528
Another Memorial page for my son Patrick from FindA Grave Website.
It is very important to keep my son's memories alive anyway I can.
BITTERSWEET MEMORIES OF MY PRECIOUS SON PATRICK CHRISTIAN
It has been almost three years, my heart is sinking deeper and deeper into the shadows of darkness, loneliness, emptiness while searching for that small peace anyway and everywhere I can that seems hopeless every moment my mind recalls that fated morning, July 15, 2009 when I found my precious son Patrick lifeless in bed... That Horrible sight still haunts me!!! GO HELP ME PLEASE!!!
In Loving Memory
If tears could build a stairway,
And memories were a lane.
I would walk right up to heaven,
To bring you home again.
...
No farewell words were spoken,
No time to say good-bye.
You were gone before I knew it,
And only God knows why.
My heart still aches in sadness,
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you,
No one will ever know.
You and angels around Gods happy throne.
I would have held you closer if I had known
~Unknown Author~
WISHING MY SON PATRICK A GLORIOUS HEAVENLY
JOURNEY WITH JESUS
THE LIGHT OF MY LIFE... MY SON PATRICK
Dear Family, Friends, and Visitors,
I recently created a tribute fund in loving memory of my precious son Patrick Christian Barbosa through St. Jude Children's Research Hospital. I have been a member of St.Jude Hospital for many years. I am pleased to get the opportunity to transfer my donation under the name of my son Patrick who passed away unexpectedly on July 15, 2009 at a young age of 20. Please help us make a difference by contributing in honor of my son Patrick Christian Barbosa. I am honored to be part of this great program and make a difference. I will continue to give my heart to the children of St. Jude Hospital in memory of my son Patrick and his beautiful soul. Love never ends! Patrick lives on!
St. Jude Hospital has become a world renowned research facility in the area of pediatric cancers such as leukemia. Children from all across the U.S. as well as 60 foreign countries have been admitted to St. Jude without regard for the family's ability to pay.
St. Jude relies on the generosity of people like you to continue vital research and patient care programs, which are saving many young lives. Because of this support, St. Jude has seen the survival rate for Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia (ALL), the most common form of leukemia, increase from 4% in 1962 to 94% today.
Join me in becoming a St. Jude Champion. Together we can become a Champion to thousands of children at St. Jude and make a difference in their lives. To learn more about St. Jude Tributes, please visit http://www.stjudetribute.org/.
Sincerely,
Gisele G Barbosa... LostMom to Patrick Barbosa
To make a donation online, visit our fund center. You can also send a check to St. Jude at:
St. Jude Children's Research Center, Tributes Group, P O Box 1000, Dept 142, Memphis, TN 38148-0142
WE LOVE YOU. WE MISS YOU
YOU ARE FOREVER REMEMBERED!
YOU ARE FOREVER LOVED AND MISSED
YOUR MEMORIES ARE FOREVER TREASURED
PRECIOUS SON... ANGEL
GOD LET THOSE WHO VISIT MY PAGE BE BLESSED WITH
JOY, LOVE, PEACE, AND FAITH! LOVE, ANGEL PATRICK.
This memorial website was created with love and tears to remember my precious son Patrick Christian Barbosa who was born on July 17, 1988 and had earned his Angel wings on July 15, 2009 at the young age of 20. PATRICK will live FOREVER in our memories and hearts. LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME WITHOUT YOU, SON. YOU ARE FOREVER LOVED, CHERISHED, REMEMBERED, AND SO DEEPLY MISSED.
IN LOVING MEMORY OF OUR BEAUTIFUL SON
PATRICK CHRISTIAN BARBOSA
PRECIOUS SON I PRAY YOUR HEAVENLY JOURNEY IS
FILLED WITH PEACE, HAPPINESS, AND GLORY.
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
WE ARE BONDED MOTHER AND SON FOREVER!
PLEASE WALK CLOSE BY ME ALONG MY EARTHLY
JOURNEY OF SADNESS, EMPTINESS, AND LONELINESS.
SINCE OUR FATED MORNING, I STAND STILL WITH A
BROKEN HEART, A SHATTERED SOUL, A TORTUOUS LIFE
WHILE THE WORLD GOES ON. WHY PATRICK? WHY GOD?
IN GENERAL:
A CHILD WHO LOSES A PARENT IS AN ORPHAN
A MAN WHO LOSES HIS WIFE IS A WIDOWER
A WIFE WHO LOSES HER HUSBAND IS A WIDOW
BUT WITH BEREAVED PARENTS:
THERE IS NO NAME TO DEFINE A LOSS OF A CHILD
THERE IS NO WORD TO DESCRIBE OUR PAIN!!! OUR AGONY!
BUT THERE IS FAITH WE WILL SEE AGAIN OUR LOVED ONES.
UNFORTUNATELY OUR PAIN WILL NEVER GO AWAY UNTIL
WE JOIN AGAIN OUR LOVING CHILDREN... ANGELS!!!
A JOURNEY TO HEALING:
THEY SAY TIME HEALS THE WOUNDS. THEN WHY DO I FEEL
SO LOST, SO ALONE EVERY MORNING I WAKE UP WITHOUT
MY SON PATRICK IN MY LIFE? WHY THIS HOLE IN MY
HEART? WHY THIS HOLE IN MY SOUL FEELS DEEPER
EACH DAY I FACE THE WORLD WITHOUT MY SON PATRICK?
PATRICK I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO MEETING YOU AT THE
GATE BECAUSE MY MIND DOES NOT UNDERSTAND MY LOSS
AS MY HEART FEELS THE PAIN. I CAN'T LET GO OF MY SON
BECAUSE I DON'T UNDERSTAND MY NEW LIFE OR YOUR
NEW JOURNEY. PLEASE VISIT ME MORE OFTEN IN MY
DREAMS. HELP ME FEEL YOUR PRESENCE. I PRAY FOR THIS
GIFT OF LOVE FROM YOU AND GOD. I AM HEARTBROKEN
WITHOUT MY SON PATRICK IN MY LIFE. BE AT PEACE SON!
LOVE, MOM.
MY SOUL IS SHATTERED! MY SMILE IS GONE!
MY BEAUTIFUL ANGEL PATRICK PLEASE
STAY CLOSE TO ME FOR I NEED MY SON.
FLY FREE MY ANGEL... YOU ARE THE...
YOU ARE ALWAYS ON MY MIND
YOU ARE FOREVER IN MY HEART
THE INVISIBLE CORD
We are connected, My child and I
by an invisible cord, not seen by the eye
It's not like the cord that connects us til birth
this cord can't be seen by any on earth
This cord does its work right from the start
it binds us together attached by my heart
I know that it's there, though no one can see
the invisible cord from my child to me
the strength of this cord is hard to describe
it can't be destroyed, it can't be denied
it's stronger than any cord man can create
it withstands the tests, can hold any weight
and though you are gone, though your not here with me
the cord is still there, but no one can see
It pulls at my heart, I am bruised, I am sore
But this cord is my lifeline as never before
I am thankful that God connects us this way
A parent and child, death can't take this away.
UNKNOWN AUTHOR
WITH EACH HEARTBEAT AND EVERY BREATH I TAKE FLUTTERING IN MY SOUL IS FORMED WITH THOUGHTS OF YOU, MY LOVE FOR YOU, AND MY LONGING FOR YOU, MY SON. LOVING YOU, MISSING YOU, AND NEEDING YOU SO DEARLY IN MY LIFE. PLEASE PATRICK STAY CLOSE TO ME. IT TOOK ONE MOMENT FOR MY LIFE TO CHANGE SO HORRIBLY BECAUSE I LOVE YOU MORE THAN MY LIFE. PEACE AND LOVE, MOM
YOU ARE FOREVER IN OUR HEARTS!
PATRICK CHRISTIAN BARBOSA LIVES ON!
LOVING YOU AND MISSING YOU FOREVER
I MISS MY BEAUTIFUL SON SO MUCH!!!
PATRICK CHRISTIAN BARBOSA...
YOU ARE ALWAYS IN OUR HEARTS!
YOU ARE ALWAYS ON OUR MINDS!
FORGETTING YOU NEVER!
REMEMBERING YOU ALWAYS!
LOVE, MOM, DAD, STEVE, FREDERICK, KEVIN,
ALYANA, BRAELYNN, AND MASON PATRICK
ELSA, DESIREE, DION, AND IRMANI.
BE AT PEACE, YOUR TRUE FAMILY
LOVING YOU AND MISSING YOU FOREVER!
"A thousand words can't bring you back.
I know because I tried.
And neither can a million tears.
I know because I cried."
~Sarah Ratliff~
MY PAIN WILL STOP WHEN I JOIN YOU!
I JUST CALLED TO SAY I LOVE YOU
I JUST CALLED TO SAY I MISS YOU
I JUST CALLED TO SAY I NEED YOU
I JUST CALLED TO WISH MY ANGEl A PEACEFUL,
GLORIOUS JOURNEY WITH GOD, JESUS, AND
BLESSED MOTHER.
I JUST CALLED TO SAY YOU ARE ALIVE IN ME.
SEE YOU AT THE GATE MY ANGEL. LOVE, MOM.
PATRICK LOVED SPENDING HIS QUIET MOMENTS IN FRONT OF HIS DESK TOP OR SOMETIMES WITH HIS
LAP TOP. AND MOST OF THE TIMES ON THE COMPUTER, PATRICK WAS PLAYING THE WORLD
WARCRAFT GAMES.
PATRICK COULD BE HOME ALONE AND NO ONE WOULD KNOW HE WAS HOME. THAT'S HOW QUIET MY
SON WAS...A REAL ANGEL ON EARTH... AND TODAY PATRICK CONTINUES HIS ANGELIC JOURNEY
WITH GOD. I JUST WISH I DID NOT HAVE TO ENDURE THIS HEARTACHE, FOR I NEEDED MY ANGEL SON,
TOO. I MISS YOU PATRICK MORE THAN I CAN UNDERSTAND THE MEANING OR FEELING. UNTIL WE MEET
AGAIN, PLEASE, SON, DO STAY CLOSE TO ME... ALWAYS. WE ARE BONDED AS MOTHER AND SON FOR
AN ETERNITY... THE UMBILICAL CORD GOD HAD BONDED US TOGETHER WILL NEVER BREAK...BECAUSE...
THIS IS A VIDEO OF MY SON PATRICK PLAYING THE DANCE REVOLUTION GAME HE HAD LOVED SO
MUCH ALONG WITH THE WORLD WARCRAFT GAME. HIS YOUNGER BROTHER KEVIN FOUND THIS
VIDEO ON YOUTUBE FEW DAYS AGO. I HOPE WE WILL FIND MORE OF HIS VIDEOS AROUND
SOMEWHERE. GOSH, I MISS YOU SO MUCH PATRICK! LIFE IS SO UNFAIR! BE AT PEACE, TOO!
YOUR MEMORIES ARE ALIVE AND SAFE IN MY HEART, MIND,
AND SOUL FOREVER!!!! LOVE, MOM
THANK YOU FOR VISITING MY MEMORIAL
WEBSITE. MY MOM AND I APPRECIATE YOUR
TIME, LOVE, SUPPORT, AND PRAYERS.
GOD BLESS YOU ALL!
LOVE, ANGEL PATRICK
MY PRECIOUS CHILD YOU WERE ALWAYS A
CUTIE:
WITH A RADIANT SMILE
WHO HAD BLOSSOMED INTO A
HANDSOME MAN.
AN EXCEPTIONAL HEART OF GOLD.
I MISS YOU SO DEEPLY.
I LOVE YOU MY PRECIOUS SON!!!
PATRICK CHRISTIAN BARBOSA LIVES ON!
PATRICK, MY SON, YOU ARE LOVED, CHERISHED, REMEMBERED,
AND MISSED SO MUCH!!!
ETERNAL REST GRANT UNTO PATRICK, O LORD!
AND LET PERPETUAL LIGHT SHINE UPON PATRICK.
SACRED HEART Of JESUS, HAVE MERCY ON PATRICK.
IMMACULATE HEART Of MARY, PRAY FOR PATRICK. AMEN.
MOTHER OF SORROW I UNDERSTAND YOUR
PAIN. PLEASE COMFORT MY BELOVED SON
PATRICK BESIDE YOUR LOVING SON JESUS
ETERNALLY. AMEN.
MARY THIS LOSS HURTS TOO MUCH
I AM IN GREAT PAIN. PLEASE HELP ME!
MOTHER OF SORROW I UNDERSTAND NOW YOUR UNBEARABLE PAIN,
FOR TODAY I AM WALKING MOTIONLESS THROUGH MY UNIMAGINABLE
JOURNEY I NEVER THOUGHT I WILL CROSS THIS PATH, FOR A MOTHER SHOULD NOT
BURY HER CHILD. PLEASE HELP ME UNDERSTAND MY LOSS...MY PAIN.
MOTHER Of SORROW, PLEASE PROTECT AND COMFORT MY LOVING SON PATRICK
WITH PEACE, JOY, GLORY, AND LOVE ETERNALLY BESIDE YOUR BELOVED
SON JESUS, OUR LORD, OUR SAVIOR, IN YOUR KINGDOM. AMEN.
JESUS PLEASE PROTECT MY SON PATRICK
JESUS I TRUST IN YOU
BLESSED MOTHER PLEASE TAKE CARE OF
MY LOVING SON PATRICK. THANK YOU.
SON, COME INTO MY DREAMS AND EASE THE PAIN.
MAY THE HOLY SPIRIT ALWAYS PROTECT AND COMFORT MY SON!
FLY FREE MY ANGEL WITH THE HOLY SPIRIT
MY SON PATRICK...HIS LIFE, PRESENCE, AND MEMORIES
LIVE FOREVER!!!!
My son, Patrick loved Michael Jackson. The day Michael Jackson passed away, Patrick and I were watching the king of pop videos all day and night, and three weeks later, I lost my son. I have always loved Michael Jackson, but today he is a unique bond between my son and me. I will cherish that special moment in my heart and mind forever. I bought all of Michael Jackson's CD, DVD, and book I could find.
Today again, every time I go to visit Patrick at the cemetery, I have to play Michael songs for my beloved son. In the audio/video link on this site, I have some of Michael Jackson's music for my son.
Patrick was named after the actor Patrick Swayze whom I was very fond of his talents, personalities.
Patrick loved spending time at his computer, either playing his favorite game World War craft, listening to music or chatting on line with friends, but mostly playing his game. He was majoring in Computer Programming, and later on, hoping to transfer to URI to Engineering in Computer. Patrick enjoyed being at his computer so dearly. I bought him his first laptop in high school. When he went to College, he bought himself a desk top and practically lived by his computer. I don't even know how many keyboards and mouses he went through with his computer, just like with the dance revolution pads. Patrick was a gentle, wonderful, humble, very quiet young man; he was a laid back person... nothing bothered him. He left a UNIQUE IMPRESSION in this world that will live FOREVER in my heart and soul and so many people's lives. LIFE will never be the same WITHOUT MY SON, PATRICK... or the Holidays.
With sport, Patrick loved the dance revolution game. He went through over ten pads of the dance revolution game. I used to buy the pads; then Patrick took over when he started working. He never got tired of playing the dance revolution game. That was a great sport for him.
I just found out about Patrick's ringtone of his cellular phone, which is " Last Night" from Keyshia Cole. I have added the song with his other collections of music. Last Night is number 19 song. This is one of his greatest memories. Think about Patrick when you hear the song... you may just hear it when you least expected out of nowhere and know it's Patrick saying I am alive with God. You can't see me or hear me but I can... that's one of the greatest reward from Heaven. Do think of me as I never left you. Life continues in Heaven just a little different. Death is the beginning not the end... I still miss you all. Love, Angel Patrick Christian Barbosa.
Patrick's favorite color is blue. He painted his bedroom in blue. His brother, Kevin, favorite color is green, so he naturally painted his bedroom in green. These two brothers are thirteen months apart. I always dressed them as twins when they were young. Frederick, the elder brother, likes the color red. I believe Steve the oldest brother likes the color gray. I still have four sons in my life, my heart, and soul.
When it comes to food, Patrick loved to eat white bread, to drink chocolate milk, pineapple juice; he also loved to eat Pizza, brownies, chocolate cookies. Almost every Friday, Patrick had to order Pizza for him and his girlfriend Monica of three years. On weekend these two love birds would do some food shopping and bring it home to bake either some brownies or chocolate cookies, and sometimes they would bake a chocolate cake, especially on his birthday or Monica's birthday, or for a family. Patrick and Monica were a great team... a wonderful couple. And today, their dreams and hopes were snatched away without warning. My hope for my loving son Patrick is gone, but his life and sweet, angelic memories will live on this earth, my life, my heart and soul FOREVER AND EVER... UNTIL I MEET MY PATRICK IN HEAVEN.
Because of negligence from doctors, one fated morning I lost my precious son Patrick Christian without no explanations or goodbyes. I pray one day with God grace I will understand why I was left behind to grieve my unthinkable and unbearable loss and walk this lonesome journey called grief.
Precious Son May God always love you and comfort you with everlasting life, love, peace, joy, and glory as He keep you close to me along my journey. Amen.
MY SAD LOSS ACHES DEEP IN MY SHATTERED SOUL
HEALTH CARE AWARENESS IN MEMORY OF
MY SON PATRICK CHRISTIAN BARBOSA!!!
BECAUSE OF NEGLIGENCE... I LOST MY SON PATRICK
PLEASE RESPECT LIFE. DON'T RAPE IT FOR MONEY OR POWER.
LIFE IS A GIFT FROM GOD. PATRICK HAD A PURPOSE IN LIFE...
A DREAM THAT HAD MATTERED...TO HIS MOTHER, TO HIM, HIS
FAMILY, AND HIS FRIENDS.
DESPITE OF A SENSELESS ACT Of NEGLIGENCE... A SENSELESS WASTE Of PATRICK'S LIFE.
MY PRECIOUS SON WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN, FOR PATRICK LIVES ON!!!
THIS IS NOT JUST A MEMORIAL TO MY LOVING SON PATRICK, BUT A TRIBUTE TO PATRICK!
THE HEALTH CARE DEPARTMENT LET MY SON DOWN... WHY? TODAY MY LIFE IS EMPTY.
OUR WORLD IS SHATTERED...OUR LIVES WILL NEVER BE THE SAME WITHOUT PATRICK!
PLEASE JESUS, PROTECT MY SON, PATRICK IN YOUR KINGDOM, AND SEND HIM MY UNDYING LOVE, HUGS, KISSES, AND PRAYERS FOREVER.
God, please forgive me for my anger, but I can't accept my son demise... it's just unbearable, unthinkable, unimaginable... please show me the way to hope, understanding, and faith to endure my great pain...agony... my lonely journey. My mind does not understand my loss, but my heart feels my loss... my pain.
MY BEAUTIFUL SON YOU BECAME A BUTTERFLY
TOO SOON. PLEASE BE AT PEACE AND HAPPY.
THE BUTTERFLY IS RELEASED... FLY FREE!!!
THERE IS NO WORD TO EXPLAIN MY LOVE FOR YOU.
THERE IS NO VERB TO EXPLAIN MY GREAT LOSS.
THERE IS NO ADJECTIVE TO EXPLAIN MY TEARS.
THERE IS NO ADVERB TO EXPLAIN MY MISSING YOU.
UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, YOUR POOR MOTHER HAS NO ANSWER.
BUT I HAVE PLENTY OF QUESTIONS PIERCING MY HEART.
WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME?
WHY THEY DID NOT HELP MY SON?
WHY DID THEY INFLICT THIS PAIN IN MY HEART?
WHY DID THEY SHATTER MY WORLD, MY LIFE?
WHY DO I HAVE TO FEEL SO EMPTY AND ALONE IN THIS UNKNOWN JOURNEY?
WHY? WHY? WHY?...
MY ANGEL, MAY YOUR LIGHT SHINE ETERNALLY IN HEAVEN!!
PLEASE LIGHT A CANDLE FOR MY LOVING SON PATRICK... It SOOTHES HIS
SOUL... IT PLEASES HIM. IT EASES MY BROKEN HEART, MY SHATTERED SOUL.
THANK YOU. GOD BLESS YOU!
MY BEAUTIFUL ANGEL PATRICK CHRISTIAN
FOREVER WITH MY EVERLASTING LOVE.
MAY GOD SHIELD YOU WITH ETERNAL LIGHT!
A BOUQUET OF FLOWERS FOR MY GUARDIAN ANGEL... MY SON
PATRICK CHRISTIAN. I LOVE YOU. I MISS YOU. I NEED YOU.
ONE OF MY BIGGEST FEARS IS THAT MY LOVING SON PATRICK WILL BE FORGOTTEN.
ONE OF MY BIGGEST JOY IS TO HEAR HIS NAME, HIS STORIES ABOUT HIS PRECIOUS LIFE.
ONE OF THE GREATEST, TOUCHING GIFT ANYONE CAN GIVE ME AS HIS MOTHER IS TO SHARE WITH ME ON
HIS SITE OR PERSONAL, MEMORIES OF MY BELOVED SON PATRICK, ESPECIALLY THE ONES I DON'T KNOW. UNTIL GOD CALL ME HOME, I WILL LIVE TO KEEP THE MEMORIES OF PATRICK ALIVE AND VIBRANT IN THIS WORLD WITH GOD GRACE.
AS A MOTHER I OWE THIS GIFT OF LOVE FROM GOD TO MY SON PATRICK FOR MY ETERNAL LOVE FOR HIM, FOR THERE WOULD BE NO CLOSURE TO MY GREAT LOSS, MY PAIN, MY GRIEF UNTIL I JOIN HIM.
MY GRIEF IS MY INNER-SELF DEVOTION TO KEEP PATRICK ALIVE AND VIBRANT IN MY HEART, SOUL, LIFE... THE WORLD.
PLEASE MENTION MY SON PATRICK'S NAME
IT SOOTHES MY BROKEN HEART
IT HEALS MY SHATTERED SOUL
IT BRIGHTENS MY DARK SHADOW
PLEASE TALK ABOUT MY SON PATRICK... HIS SWEET MEMORIES
It LESSENS MY DEPRESSION
It CLEARS MY DARK MOMENTS
IT HELPS BRING MY FAITH BACK
IT BRINGS JOY, SMILE, LAUGHTER INTO MY GLOOMY JOURNEY
PLEASE WRITE ANY MEMORY YOU HAD WITH MY SON PATRICK
IT BRIGHTENS MY DAY
IT LIFTS UP MY SPIRIT
IT HASTENS MY HEALING
THANK YOU... THANK YOU
GOD BLESS YOU ALL
A LOVE OF A CHILD IS AN UNBELIEVABLE FEELING OF JOY AND PROUD
A LOST OF A CHILD IS AN UNBELIEVABLE AND UNBEARABLE FEELING OF PAIN AND AGONY
GISELE G BARBOSA... LOSTMOM TO PATRICK BARBOSA
TO MY LOVING SON PATRICK... I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH IT ACHES DEEP INTO MY SOUL.
THERE IS A HOLE IN MY HEART, MY SOUL THAT CAN'T NEVER BE FILLED. LIFE IS EMPTY, ALONE,
TEARFUL FROM MY HEARTACHE... MY SHATTERED SOUL, LIFE. I NEED YOU CLOSE BY PATRICK. MOM.
A PRICE OF LOVE FOR MY SON PATRICK
PATRICK, MY SON, BE HAPPY, BE SAFE, AND BE AT PEACE!
MAY THE HOLY SPIRIT PROTECT, COMFORT, AND GUIDE MY
ANGEL PATRICK CHRISTIAN IN HEAVEN FOREVER
MY ANGEL PATRICK IS ALIVE AND VIBRANT!!!
MY BEAUTIFUL ANGEL STAY WITH ME
ANGELS OF GOD PLEASE WATCH OVER PATRICK
A SILENT THIEF
A silent, cruel thief named death, came over one morning and snatched my loving son Patrick without mercy or remorse for me or my son.
The piece of my womb is gone far away under the twilight zone of death
Life will never be the same
How am I supposed to live a shattered life with no return of normalcy
How am I supposed to live with a wounded womb with no cure
How am I supposed to live with the missing puzzle of my life
How am I supposed to live with this empty hole in my chest
They say this silent thief happened because of Adam and Eve, the sour juice of death
Are we to be blamed for the destruction of Satan
Are we to be blamed for the disobedience of Adam and Eve
Am I to be blamed for the deadly act that Adam and Eve had caused way before my time
How am I supposed to live a shattered life with no return of normalcy
How am I supposed to live with a wounded womb with no cure
How am I supposed to live with the missing puzzle of my life
How am I supposed to live with this empty hole in my chest
God, I am not challenging Your virtue of fate or destiny
But my broken heart does not know or understand Your virtue
My heart only understands sadness and sorrow from the loss of my son Patrick
My heart is aching endlessly in the stream of my sadden tears
Oh God, forgive me for my selfish thoughts
I am just a lost sinner in the valley of death
A lost mother in the river of my sorrowful tears
A lonely angel in the darkness of my gloomy life
How am I supposed to live a shattered life with no return of normalcy
How am I supposed to live with a wounded womb with no cure
How am I supposed to live with the missing puzzle of my life
How am I supposed to live with this empty hole in my chest
Forever in my heart. Love, Mom
Dedicated to my beloved son Patrick. Gisele G Barbosa
MY PRECIOUS SON, I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND MORE THAN
I CAN UNDERSTAND THE REALISM OF LIFE, DEATH, OR GRIEF.
AT THE GATE Of HEAVEN, SHALL I GET THE ANSWERS TO ALL
MY QUESTIONS THAT ARE BURNING MY POOR MIND AND WEAK HEART
AND FINALLY I WILL GRASP THE CONCEPT OF THESE MYTHS FROM THIS
UNIVERSE.
THE GRACEFUL GOD WOULD HELP ME COME BACK AND SET THE
RECORD STRAIGHT ONCE FOR ALL. AMEN. GOD IS GREAT!
SO SON, UNTIL OUR ETERNAL RENDEZ-VOUS AT THE GATE, PLEASE
STAY CLOSE BY AND COME INTO MY DREAMS MORE OFTEN.
LOVE YOU... MISS YOU SO DEARLY. LOVE, MOM.
I NEED YOU IN MY LIFE SON
PLEASE COME AGAIN TO SPEND TIME
WITH ME, WRITE SOME MEMORIES OF MY
LIFE WITH YOU, LEAVE SOME GRAPHICS,
PICTURES, OR LIGHT ME SOME CANDLES.
I ENJOY THEM ALL... AND MY MOTHER TAKES
EVERY SINGLE DEED INTO HEART. THANKS!
ANGEL PATRICK CHRISTIAN BARBOSA
CANDLES LIT AND PRAYERS ARE THE CORE
OF A HAPPY, PEACEFUL SOUL... ANGEL...
